im 16 years old riding a razr scooter down the side of the highway
im 18 in a golden corral in wichita, kansas staring at the chocolate wonderfall
thinking about how much it sucks that everything i like is bad for me
im 21 and im typing "yeah i been hurt" into my tinder bio
im 22 and me and you just arent working out anymore
im 23 having an argument about someone in the comments section of a nature video about whether wolves really can be in love or not
im 25 and im telling everyone i meet that i meet that i have no regrets
im 27 and wondering why you would even say you had no regrets
why even say it at all
why not focus on something else
im 30 and instant steel cut oatmeal is on sale 2 for $5 at the grocery store
im 33 and you and me may not have been meant to be
but i learned a lot anyway even though im dumb as hell sometimes
im working on it
im 35 and i realize that i dont have all that much time left to be alive
im 39 and most of the time i feel fine
but other times i feel like i need something and just can't quite put my finger on it
im 41 and im just tired
im 46 and i find myself wishing things would go back to the way they used to be
when i had more energy and i felt genuinely surprised more often
even if it was bad a lot of times
im 14 and i just bought an eighth of oregano off my friends older brother
and im going to spend the rest of the afternoon trying to smoke it out of a corn cob pipe by the creek until i figure it out
im 9 years old and i like baseball because my dad does
im 5 and i like dinosaurs because thats what i like
im 65 and i like dinosaurs again because thats what he likes